Payday loans have to be paid off

I often like to sit on a bench in the park and simply relax myself because this is the only time when I can do it and have some time for myself. My life is like a rollercoaster ride right now. It is pretty crazy and I feel as if my head is going to explode any day. Not that long time ago my wife gave birth to our first child. What is more, a few days before that I married my wife. Those two things came at one time basically. Another thing was moving out. Now we live together in a flat we bought. It is pretty small and cozy but it we did not really have the time to take care of it properly, yet. That is because I have a lot of things on my head. My work is very stressful and I have huge responsibilities lying on my shoulders. Therefore, I often need time to simply relax myself and ease the tension. Unfortunately, my house, even though cozy, is not the best place to do it, yet. That is because my newborn child is crying all the time and we have to do all the other things there. The worst thing is that even while relaxing in park I cannot have fulltime peace. I often have to answer a few calls from either my wife or my work. Or even though I want to relax I have to think about things like Payday loans that I have to pay off. Payday loans are great, do not get me wrong, but I took quite a few of them and now I have to pay them all off. I would like to relax for a while but I cannot seem to do it.